I don’t understand mean anons. It’s bad enough people have to turn to the internet with our insecurities and worst fears, but to be attacked for it, when we are already lower than low?! The world is disgusting enough without your hate.

I know I mess things up a lot. I know I unfairly put pressure on you and complain about how you live your life. That I worry and I’m jealous and I want all of you. But I appreciate your love for me. Your patience with me. How you hold me when I cry and understand my anxiety and all of the problems my brain causes. How you let me do stupid shit and then take care of me when I get sick. I know sometimes it feels like there is no solution to this mess (except for November round two), but nothing mattered more than you holding my face and telling me that you’re not going anywhere. God, I love you.

i want to hear some true love stories today :)

because everyone’s just waiting to be loved…

my new job is amazing.

i just got asked out by two separate gents, and i have a feeling a third guy with a date offer is not too far off. and they’re all sweet and adorable.

and j is in chicago. and s is in akron. and i’m just friends with them. nothing more. and i am not expecting much from either of them, so that’s that. i’m praying they’ll both get caught up in work and fraternity life and forget all about me….

Relationships aren’t one way streets. You have to be willing to give as much as you take.

Can I just say that I would love to have a cuddle buddy. Just someone to fall asleep next to you at night, nothing more. Just so you’re not alone, you’re not cold, and so the night is easier to get through. You lay close and sleep.
I think that would be a great relationship. And probably the sweetest way to fall in love — getting to know such an intimate side of someone.

pepperoni and green peppers.

pepperoni and mushrooms.

tons of cheese.

buffalo chicken.

bacon.

loaded with meat.

barbecue chicken.

garlic sauce.

ranch dressing.

square slices.

triangles.

I was [unofficially] offered a position in our HR department. It’s something that I’ve been wanting for a while now. People are leaving and moving around and they think I’ll be a great fit with them :)

And my ginger told me that he loves me. He said he is willing to try to fix things…and that he realizes that he’s lucky to have someone that loves him so unconditionally. And we are going to take the time to ease back into anything — aka, we aren’t going to tell anyone.
And I’m going to give him that shot.
And he’s been very sweet. And it’s really nice.

And I pray that things stay so simple and good in my life.

It’s what I need.

I want the best for myself.

I want to be the best me and I want to make the person I love better in return.

I want adventure, I want thrills, I want to get married, I want children.

I want someone who will love me through my doubts and give me the support to stand back up again.

I want someone to believe in me, even when I don’t.

I want to be wanted and needed like this. I want to be someone’s all.

I need someone who realizes I’m not always as strong as I look.

I want someone to love me even when I don’t love myself and whose kisses send chills down my spine.

I want someone who thinks I’m beautiful, but knows my worth runs deeper than my skin, rushing through my veins.

I need someone who doesn’t leave me when I say or do something stupid. Because I mess up quite frequently.

I want someone who knows who they are without me, who can live without me, but refuses to, and someone who knows love knows no bounds, even if its separated by miles and a bus ticket.

I need someone to want this with me…and who can be patient if I don’t always realize what I want.